it mattered to us, it mattered to me

i'm having a moment. i've come to the conclusion that brandy has completely blown me off (thanks jen!). i take that back, im not having a moment, im having a week. its been full of irrational fears of being fired, loneliness, and a trunk full of guns. theres not enough home cooked meals in my life, or kitties falling asleep at my side. theres no one to make decent conversation with (meepy moos when i talk to her).

meh