Walk away to save your face

I should be snoozing instead im listening to music and posting. People or things don't really change do they? I hate being so lonely. I want something new to whine about. I remember coming in from a night out with joey/brandy and talking to my mother about life. I really miss talks like that. Crashing down again. Brandy messaged me to tell me shes not dead, and was mumbling something about calling me. She moved to michigan. I laughed. My chest has been hurting lately. Hopefully ill die.

Someday we'll wave hello and wish we'd never waved goodbye.