emo

Please excuse me but I got to ask
Are you only being nice
Because you want something
My fairy tale arrow pierces
Be careful how you respond
'Cause you'd not end up in this song
I never gave you any encouragement
And it's doing me in
Doing me in
Doing me in
Doing me in

The more you try to erase me
The more, the more
The more that I appear
Oh the more, the more
The more you try the eraser
The more, the more
The more that you appear

You know the answer so why do you ask
I am only being nice
Because I want someone, something
You're like a kitten with a ball of yarn
And it's doing me in
Doing me in
Doing me in
Doing me in

The more you try to erase me
The more, the more
The more that I appear
Oh the more, the more
The more I try to erase you
The more, the more
The more that you appear
No, you're wrong, you're wrong
You're wrong, you're wrong
You're wrong, you're wrong
You're wrong

synchronoss is seri0us business

i totally exploded at one of the newbies today. i've had it with stupid people and crappy pay. when i'm getting totally red faced pissed at someone because they think they know everything or that what advice we're giving them is totally wrong something needs to change. i dont get red faced pissed at people, its not me. i try to be as passive as i can, but i almost went crazy and slappedahoe. meh.

hawt japanese girl ftw

wheres my cute japanese girl? oh wait, im fat and ugly and have a horrible personality. do japanese girls like outgoing guys? *sigh*



theres nothing else to do, every me and every you.

wtf is the symbolism in this

so this morning before i woke up i had a dream that i was with jamie (brandys friend) we were uhhh pleasuring each other. lots of heavy petting nipple biting, nothing to overly xrated. she was all omg i want you to get passionate with me (gently kissing etc). i remember saying i dont normally get passionate with people im just using for a quick lay. so i start kissing her all over...then i realize im kissing some sort of electrical appliance. be it a stereo or vcr, i dont remember. the electrical appliance had girl parts, but also electrical parts. WTF?!? the dream ended with her getting on top and the alarm going off (damnit).

so wtf? i always had a thing for jamie. i think it was just to get back at brandy though. she had really pale nipples. she started it by putting her tits in my face and i uhh bit nipple.

thats tits

im posting this picture of a semi-attractive girl for a reason. i'll leave that reason up to you.

welcome to the j.m.b!

another work week has come to an end. it sucks cause now i cant vent about work like i would want to without it getting back to everyone and their mom. thanks for not allowing me to speak my mind in my own blog. meh anyways heres to the best anime evar.

yes! i am a long way from home

i want to be in an instrumental jam band that changes the world. meh i would be happy changing the county...or myself

motherfucker = redeemer

im a pathetic human being. i've slept 90% of my weekend away. i have to be awake in three hours to go to work. i havent taken my lexapro all week (yes all week). i cant sleep, i dont know if its because i've slept all weekend or because i havent taken my meds. im in a state of blah at the moment. i have a really bad taste in my mouth.

sometimes, i wish i were dead. i wouldnt be around to bother jen or her parents anymore. my sisters wouldnt have to worry about me. meh maybe i am better off dead.

boredom's in the bathroom shaking out the loose teeth

staring at a blank text box. laying in a cold bed. wondering why im up at 7am. ahh being awake when the sun comes up. i remember many days starting like this. waking up being emotionally distraught, going and eating breakfast with my mom at the diner. going home trying not to sleep, because sleeping alone sucked. well it sucked when brandy had left me. i just remember laying in bed, feeling this horrible sadness. i dont know whats bringing on this emo rubbish, but its just flowing out.

oh, and on another subject...highshool much?

nobody nowhere understands anything
about me and all my dreams

boy you just a stupid bitch

not much has been going on lately. i spent the last of my tax return fixing my car. speaking of, jen has it. heh. manny wants to go to the gun range tomorrow..but i dont. the guns i want to shoot are to expensive to shoot..and watching him shoot is boring. i worked two excruciating hours of ot today. i called mickey a bitch because...well she is. now i shall jerkoff and go to sleep.

recent placebo setlist

this is from their last show in 2006 in decemeber. its safe to say they'll change it up for the second part of their meds tour (like how in the sleeping with ghosts decemeber show, they played bionic..) i still wanna here bionic thou. needs more black market music songs....i could live with this set list though

Infra-Red
Meds
Because I Want You
Drag
Space Monkey
Soulmates
I Know
Song To Say Goodbye
Follow the Cops Back Home
Every You Every Me
Special Needs
One of a Kind
Without You I'm Nothing
Bionic
Blind
Special K
The Bitter End
Running Up That Hill
Taste In Men
Twenty Years

i hear what you want, and i feel that way

i miss each and everyone :(

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Placebo
Theatre of Living Arts, Philadelphia, PA
Tue, Apr 10, 2007 08:00 PM


Seat location: section GA
Total Charge: $68.95