my room is a room

so i cleaned most of the crap out of my room today. you can actually walk around in it. i plan on painting it and putting up some posters and such. i wanna make it feel more like home. im gonna get a nice corner computer desk with a nice old school metal desk chair like the one in the kitchen. im gonna get a stand for the tv and move the gamecube into my room. im gonna start hangin my clothes up...i also need a new bed. the bed that mickey gave me collapsed on itself. when she set it up, she used a king size mattress and box springs, but used a full bed frame. id like to hang some of my guns up. it shall be fun!

saferjohn (12:27:26 AM): i wish i had natural charm and beauty

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I just had a really emo moment. Sometimes I look at the things in my life and have this really strong sense of accomplishment...you know like what I have, who I know blah blah. Then I thought of all my failures...failed relationships, all my unfullfilled dreams and am sad again. mfh

I AM THE GOD OF FUCK!!11

I have the best dreams

I was full on the bottom black knee high boots here and forgot my wallet want anything from sheetz About work Xbox soap you seen wawas dinner what's kentucky obvious reasons

I like the fact that I still have the most stangely surreal dreams .

im digging my own hell

trying to change your life is a slow boring process. i can now get thru a week and have money left over at the end. my car shouldnt explode anytime soon. i spent two hours going thru the junkyard and didnt feel like i was going to collapse from being fat. work had me worried, but im figuring out what i need to do to not totally stress myself out.

sometimes i need a hug.

What's a mother and why are there days dedicated to themm?

heres how i stimulated the economy

bought an xbox 360


a skyfi3


some yummy mexican food


a gew88


and some clothes

my economy has been stimulated

why i'm not getting laid.