such is life

I actually wrote a letter the other day while I was at work.  its one of those letters that will more then likely never be sent.  it felt good writing it, and it killed a bunch of time.  life has been so so for the most part.  we havent really fallen apart completely.  doug being here is great fun most of the time.  I  think sometimes jen is more glad that hes here then I am...work is scary.  having no work and just sitting around and doing nothing sucks.  sometimes I cant help but worry about it.  im being sucked into something with some of the people at work, its weird.  I hate having a childish crush on the girl at work, it know it'll never go anywhere.

 

 

meh