do what you're gonna do, say what you're gonna say

i think i've offically been disowned by brandy. she scared me pretty good. i reacted to her "you're the only one for me" bullshit the same way i would react to my mother coming back from the dead. part of me thought it was cool, the other part of me was scared shitless. i want *someone*, but i dont really want her. everyone was all omg you should so get back with her, she seems nice. she just wasnt what i wanted. now theres the part of me who wants to lay down on her lap and cry. i think i might be the bipolar one.

as my other post my might have indicated, things have been crazy with work. im stuck working 2nd shift again. i hate it, but what can you do. its so boring the last two hours of my shift. i have no one to talk to. devica was moved to a different project with geo...geo just completely stopped talking to me. it makes me feel kinda shitty, cause i know he has a pretty crappy life and i fell for his woe is me bs. i gave this kid a few old crappy ps1 games and dreamcast and he repays me by ignoring me. and devicas all like omg i miss you john...and im like i miss you too *swoon/sigh/sniff*

dougs been sitting around working on his game all day. it actually looks like a game, a game that more then one person created *cough* mef