being nice is not enough, you have to twist yourself right up

where have you gone november? since its almost been two months since i've posted anything here, i thought i'd drop by just to let you know i'm not dead. i've had a few instances the past couple of weeks where i feel really weak. it's mostly job induced stress, but it scares me. like on thanksgiving day, when i was talking with my family, i felt like i was going to faint. its just bad luck.

i change my head so no one can fault me....