Dear blog

Life sucks. I havent felt all that great as of late. I dont feel well, im not sure how to explain it. Im always really tired, even though i sleep pretty soundly for the most part. I always find myself trying to keep my eyes open at work. meh

i'm a terrible fucking person.

why is it i get gratification out of making brandy admit she still loves me? she agrees with me way to much. likes to many of the things i like, and just generally kisses my ass. i wonder how much of it is a show.

*head explodes*

you already know I love you there is not a way for a relationship so I try not to be pushy or talk about it. but I will always have a special place for you in my heart