epic fail

i lose at the internet dating game. i was bored so i started filling out that stupid eharmony quiz, and it tells me out of two million people no one would be my perfect mate. sometimes i feel so lonely. its a very hollow feeling. i dont even want a girlfriend. i just want a friend. i want a local doug or joey. i dont know. i got my car fixed for the most part. everything lines up about as good as to be expected. i dont know. will all things be fine? meh

no no no

work is becoming stressfull again. i was all over today training people who didnt want to be trained. bleh. no no no. i dont really have much to talk about. other then the same old emo shit about being lonely.

i got a 50 buck gift card from work for good qa...then proceeded to get like 20 coaching sheets. i felt like such a failure, i almost felt like throwing the giftcard away and tearing up the certificate stating im awesome, because honestly im not. im just a misrable fat fuck who cant do anything right. my trucks broken, my job makes me feel like even more of a loser, i dont have any friends. why havent i killed myself yet? oh thats right, because im a loser. *grabs gun and ammo*

bleh

*curls up and cries*

someone call the waaaaaaambulance

hopefully this easter will not consist of pissing blood and an overcooked ham no one touches. last easter consisted of akward moments with jen and her father getting sick. i remember back in the day, my family would always go to jo's for easter. it was one of the rare occasions when my moms side of the family would get together. i figure tomorrow i will sleep most of the day and wake up and eat some ham.

baby, did you forget to take your meds?

how i love thee tacobell

saferjohn (10:46:15 PM): can i have a taco?
foof in transit (10:46:53 PM): sdf
foof in transit (10:46:57 PM): goodnight
saferjohn (10:47:07 PM): cause the ones i bought are leaking out my ass