everyone's so intimately rearranged

so the broncos gone. i kinda have mixed feelings about it being gone. it was a decent truck, but had its problems...like the transmission would be totally spaztic sometimes, and other times shift like a new one. i was tired of the oil disappearing for no apparent reason. lets not forget about the electrical crap that would rear its head every so often.

i remember curling up in a ball with the drivers seat reclined one of the times me and jen were going thru our breakup. hail to the theif was playing on the cd player. i was parked in front of dougs apartment...its when he was in texas visiting his parents. the feelings that ran thru my head sitting there sobbing...the bloodstaind fist print on the headliner. it was surreal. i remember wondering if it would make it to texas. it saw me thru my first months at my job, making sure i got there on time. i dont think i've had this much of an emotional attachment to a vehicle since the fairlane.

buggy number two, you did good. i'll miss you.

how much is that bronco in the yard woof woof

ahhhhhhh meh.. the past few days have been meh. went on a shooting spree at the gun range yesterday, i prolly shot 100 rds of 7.62x54r. then i came home and slept...i slept from 230pm yesterday until 930am this morning. wow. started new meds again on friday...i feel *something* when i take them...be that good or bad. as soon as i woke up this morning i worked on switching the wheels from the bronco on to the van. that was an all day affair in the heat...ugh. when i had them switched over i took the bronco for a ride, i went to advance auto, then to dunken for a lemonaid coolatta, to the gas station for 10 bucks in gas and car wash for the bronco. it was interesting to wash the bronco with no back glass in the automatic carwash. jens dad also cooked out today. he made sasuages and hamburgers which were great. now im laying here in bed all clean and cold being meh.

standing in the shadows at the end of the bed...

humor me before i have to go

saturday was a comedy of errors. it basically went like this. wake up at 9am to go to the gun range, get in car, car sounds like sewing machine..tick tick tick tick drive to gun range. range hasnt been plowed. car wont make it up hill to rifle range. share a few explitives with manny. go back home to get 4wd truck. load guns into bronco. drive bronco to gun range, unload guns...then remember left bullets in car. share a few mre explitives with manny. go to gun shop and buy over priced bullets...go to range shoot said bullets. pack up and go home.

later that night i go to the bar with jen...some creepy dudes buy us drinks. proceed to watch jen get shit faced and cock cock cock cock. leave jens house and get all emo. txt mickey random things that i dont even remember. go home pass out.

tonight jen and i went to jack creek steak house for some steak lovin. i promised her if she did my taxes id buy her dinner when i got my return. came home to a newly repaired a70 and my ds r4 flash cart. w00t now i just need my memory card.

and now a sample a70 pic 15 sec exp @ f2.8 of jens parents bathroom

a rebel with a heart of gold

so when i get my income tax refund im not sure what i want to do with it. i can upgrade the bronco one of two ways, get something else, or fix it up a little. i want something that goes vroom so i can go drag racing. broncos and buggies of the like dont go vroom. i'd like either a mustang or camaro/firebird, which can be had rather cheap and go vroom on the cheap too. but i dont know. live for yourself or live within reason? meh