let down, hanging around

i feel like crying. i feel like everything i worked for this past year is going to fall apart at any moment. i need to see my therapist, but i dont have the money too. damn it. meh

Transport, motorways and tramlines,
starting and then stopping,
taking off and landing,
the emptiest of feelings,
disappointed people, clinging on to bottles,
and when it comes it's so, so, disappointing.

Let down and hanging around,
crushed like a bug in the ground.
Let down and hanging around.

Shell smashed, juices flowing
wings twitch, legs are going,
don't get sentimental, it always ends up drivel.
One day, I'm gonna grow wings,
a chemical reaction,
hysterical and useless
hysterical and

let down and hanging around,
crushed like a bug in the ground.
Let down and hanging around.

Let down,
Let down,
Let down.

You know, you know where you are with,
you know where you are with,
floor collapsing, falling, bouncing back
and one day, I'm gonna grow wings,
a chemical reaction, [You know where you are,]
hysterical and useless [you know where you are,]
hysterical and [you know where you are,]

let down and hanging around,
crushed like a bug in the ground.
Let down and hanging around.

i dont look in the mirror; i dont like what i see staring back at me

typical week at work. not good, not bad. still working away at beating ff6 im about 4 hours in now. i finally got everything to get my mac working. its really just a novelty right now, as i cant do much with os 9. meh im so bored and confused and scared about some things. meepys making weird noises heh. in a minute im going to go eat another cold slice of pizza and wonder what went wrong with life


I'm good enough, but I don't care
I'm good enough, but I'm not there
I'm good enough, but I don't care
The sun is out, but I'm not there

pretty penny was her name

this weekend wasnt really productive, or was it? i started talking to mickey again, which is prolly for the best. its nice to talk to her about erroneous things. shes great for laying on and is rather comfortable. in other news i bought final fantasy 6 for the game boy advance. i've sworn to myself i'll beat it. im about two hours in right now. im in the returners cave. i finished up my tax return papers and sent out the signature thing, so now i just wait on my cash. i also watched flags of our fathers which i thought was pretty well done. manny complained there was enough
"jap shooting". i feel sorry for the soldiers in iraq, no ones going to look back on them as people look back on the soldiers of ww2.

And spaceboy I've missed you
Spinning round my head
And any way you choose me
You'll break instead

Watch me
Death defy
Defile my life

I don't need
I don't care
Please

I want to go home
I want to go home
I want to go home
I want to go home
'cause when a lover aches
That's when a lover breaks
I want to go home
I want to go home

And spaceboy they'll kill me
Before I'm dead and gone
And any way you choose me
It won't be wrong
And anyway you choose me
We won't belong

We won't belong
We won't belong
We won't belong
We won't belong
We won't belong

Slackerbitch, faghag, whore
Looks real cute, her lips are sore
Slackerbitch, faghag, whore
Always knocking on my door

You come across impure
I didnt mean it
Youre goddamn immature
I didnt mean it
You act so insecure
I didnt mean it
You hate me now Im sure
I didnt mean it

I want to see you smile again
Like diamonds in the dust
The amazing sound of the killing hordes
The day the banks collapse on us
Cease this endless chattering
Like everything is fine
When sorry is not good enough
Sit in the back while no-one drives

So glad you're mine