how to disappear completely

i called off work today, because i can barely speak. i can hardly talk now, but meh. im not really sick per say, i just cant talk and have a stuffed up nose. oh so yeah, im sick. im having one of those meh moments in life where im really lonely. i dont have anyone to go home too and talk about my day. i dont have anyone to sit and watch goofy anime with. i dont know how much more of this i can take.

oh wait, what?!

procrasstination, yep thats me. i dont want to go bed, i dont want to go to work tomorrow. i dont want to do anything. im going to go to work, and im going to feel worthless...because thats what going there makes me feel. i enjoyed my job when it was strictly awswering phones. not processing orders, not doing rmas, not issuing credits. its funny to think i've almost been at this job a year. goddamnit i want something else.